While the truth can hurt, it can also be liberating. The truth is, is that I don’t matter. I am just one person in a sea of billions and if I were to one day just completely disappear of the face of the earth, who would miss me? 0.000000000133% of the world would even notice I was gone; just a few people. Did I google that figure? Yes I did, I can’t do math. I’m not broaching this topic because I want sympathy because in reality, coming to this realization was a humbling experience. With so many people in the world why am I wasting time on relationships that don’t matter. I guess this piece is like a pledge to myself to not waste energy on people who don’t give a fuck about me. Only time will tell if I hold to this.